“Today, because of you what I learned from you every choice
I made was different and my life has completely changed
“To not regret…
maybe, I should have asked you out,
but I couldn’t..
Since I knew that you were with him again.
Someone I really can’t be, and
probably, the reason why you needed to end up with me
before winter break.
“While doing engineering project,
everyone wanted to work at platt,
but I said to them,
‘I really can’t work at platt,
anywhere is fine for me, but please not there.’
I wanted to keep only good memories as possible,
no matter how they thought me as a weirdo.
and same for case party, though I wanted to go.
“I guess,
I am getting to know, the reasons your saying,
you are a bad person.
Though I don’t want, I realize.
However, I still try to not care.
It is you.
“Being Secondary?
It was ok in the beginning,
since I believed that
I could be happy just
being around you.
However, I face more
realistic problems.
It was hard for me
to see your changing,
and most of all,
I hate your being
not honest to yourself.
“When you are bored during semesters, try to find the shooting on the wall.
With stress and complicated feelings,
I drew it while thinking so much about you.
“Anyway, thank you.
Anything form you, even misery and suffering,
I am trying to take it as one of life experiences.
I am kind of sad that I could not write
something I planned or wanted.
I wish you be happy with your life : )
2009.05.
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I don’t know why I waste my time
Getting hung up about the things you say
When I open my eyes and it’s a lovely day.
You know sometimes I feel like I’m
Getting snowed under with the things you say
When I open my eyes and it’s a lovely day – Keane “Snowed Under”
